3:13 AM
Friday, June 27, 2008
This wasn't what im asking for
How can it hurt so much?
Fate has left us here to mourn
with just that single touch
I finally known something that just wasn't right
the day you betrayed my friends
Of all the times i wished for you
To hold these unworthy hands
When i saw your true colors
They were a mix of black and grey,
like stormy clouds that approached my life
and still are here to stay.
That whole month, my mind was a blur
i really couldn't think straight
First upset and then depressed-
i simply couldn't hate.
But then came along, a sudden realization,
what i wanted all along
I didnt notice him till now
It seems my feelings were wrong
But there's just one gigantic problem:
Which will never be revealed here(:
I'll just close my eyes and keep to myself,
confined by my own tears.
So let's set the Shark free on its own
and let the other in,
Shark's grasp on me has withered and died,
Loving him might be a sin.
This shall be the last post for now;
cos' this blog is meant to be
for the pain and memories i sown on to it
when love had its curse on me.