Hey love, i won't be there anymore
Dont know whether you even remember my name
Remember not to cry love, it never was your fault
I only got myself to blame.

MARISSA❤

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I cant be who you want me to;

Tonight we will be in love,
This feels so wrong but yet so right.
I call your name, do you hear me?
Your eyes are filled with a blazing light

Your lips so soft, so kissable
Your tears, they burn, unhealable.
I will be your night, your sky,
So i beg you love, please dont cry.

It's like learning a guitar;

I've learnt the chords to the song i've always wanted to play. I've tried to learn the chords for 1 week straight. But my attention span is minimal; I am now tired of the song. I listen to it over and over again, til the melody of the tune actually hurt my ears.

But then, what can i do? I've done what i had wanted to a week ago: Learn my A, B, Em and so on. It has all gone to waste. I no longer had any want for the song.

Searching in my closets, i find a violin.

...

It's like learning a violin;


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This rose,
It is my rose.
my rose.
my plant.
my flower.

So why does my own rose hurt me so with its dreaded thorns?

...

No, this is not a rose.

It is simply an illusion of an allamanda and one's much-too-high expectations.

I awoke from a dream.

The story is yet to unfold.

Free the heart,
Release the autumn leaves;
.
.
.
From where they fall.

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We have withered,
To find that
.
.
.
We are born again.

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This love be not the same?

Baby, what's wrong?
You left me all alone
standing in the rain
chilly to the bone

You're insecure
You're not a friend
You pushed me away
again and again

You ignore me,
threaten me,
People ask what is it
in you i see

I hate you
I hate you
I love you
I love you

What's the point of these dreams
when i know they'll never come true?
You'll never be my love
or my baby too

Took numbing pills
in large doses
when you left me holding
these 19 roses.

The previous post was the 28th,
The date of Shark's birthday
But it's not like im thinking back
I dont have anything to say;

seriously.