2:10 AM
Saturday, May 3, 2008
Dear love;I'm sorry i'm not going
to see you off later today
i'm walking home alone,
not going to watch you play.
I just need some time
to be with myself,
just need to think things over, like:
You and that Someone else.
i wonder why my heart
is aching because of this.
Why my plastered wounds
are rubbed with this salted kiss.
When i heard the dreaded news,
my paperheart ripped in two
How could you do this to it
when it only beat for you?
I'm sorry that i thought
i even had a chance,
I'm sorry that i fell in love
without the simplest sense
I gave you everything,
You were my life
But now that you've gone,
The joy is yet to arrive.
A few days ago,
i grasped that sharp blade
And saw on my wrist
The carvings that it made
Those lines reminded me
about the heartache that you gave,
about the tears that i shed
When i remembered your face.
Just bleeding my sorrows
onto this scarred letter,
Just trying to let you know
The memories are here forever.
JUST SAYING:
I'm still waiting for that someone
to free me from this pain
Sorry love, it won't be you,
not ever again.
-XOXO